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You sent me a birthday present in the summer spring. Then I considered you as my first lover. At that time, I had thought that it was easy to love. I saw you every single day and I could speak out thousands of reasons that I have fallen in love with you. Each time I took all my courage to shout out your name, but I could not make it. I came to realize that love is no as easy as my previous regarding.
You chose to go that night. However your rascally deed made me incapable. Maybe you would turn your mind if the wind knew and took actions. But I could simply tell you that: “do not worry about me, I can do well without you company with me.” I did not mention “ I love you” firmly, just saw you shadow disappeared in the distance.
We have negotiated that you would be back this autumn, but there was nothing except a merciless valentine heard from a far distance. A gentleman appeared, I did not know how to deal with love gaining on to me. But I still love you deeply in my heart. He asked me why I can not accept him. I answered: love needed no reason. I had no choice but to weep when he said he would wait for my turning. No matter difficult, I love you all the same and I can not go with you.
I felt much complaint the moment you came back. And we became the most familiar strangers. However, I still love you in my heart. I could not let you love but go with me. How could I shout out that I love you? I felt sorrow deep in my heart.
I woke up when tears streamed throughout my face, I came to realize that love is nothing but a dream… |
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